I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Wednesday, April 12, 2023
I remember
another movie I only saw part of, to my frustration and disappointment: Ivanhoe. I think I was in fifth grade, and I saw some of it, again with Hugh I think (or maybe he described it) but something went wrong -- maybe it was on too late? Maybe I had to leave my Hugh's house? Anyhow, I was balked of seeing that exciting movie, so I tried to read the book which I got somewhere in a Modern Library edition, and I was horrified by how unreadably boring it was, unlike the Bounty trilogy which I loved, and remember reading avidly on my uptown grandmother's couch when she had made it up as a bed for me when I slept over there. I remember Pitcairn's Island as an open book, but Ivanhoe just gray spine out on my bookshelf.


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